I’ve been wondering recently whether or not to make my blog more public. God has put it on my heart to clean it up, delete some un-glorifying posts, and see what might happen. I certainly don’t expect a mad rush of people to start reading this, but at least I’ll keep myself accountable & make sure my writings, while honest, reflect the love of God.
This week at work I’m being challenged to form a better relationship with someone I don’t particularly care for, and they feel the same way. If it were up to me, I would ignore the advice and keep to myself, pretending everything was fine. However, I opened up my Beth Moore study just minutes ago and was confronted with the truth – how God wants me to react:
“Lord, my heart is not proud; my eyes are not haughty. I do not get involved in things too great or too difficult for me. Instead, I have calmed and quieted myself like a little child with its mother; I am like a little child.” Psalm 131: 1-2.
What an honor it would be to say these things to God! And how much more relaxing my life would be. Now the question – how do I balance working in a corporate world while trying to live the truth of the Word? The whole point of this business is to take on projects of importance; to put yourself in difficult situations and succeed; to fight loudly for what you are “due.”
I’d rather be a child, a quiet warrior daughter of God.